Friday, March 31, 2006
why can u do rite when fate controls everything u do in the world. in which fate are in the hands of God? am i true bout saying this? i sure i Do. never bottle up your feelings. just let it all out. OUT ALL OF THEM. its gonna make things worse. i'm in the verge of having a mental breakdown. dun u get shock cause i reminded u. the CAUSE? well, a lot of them. School, Friends, Family .. A LOT. the list goes on and on. I'm a normal human being. I'm not like a Barbie doll who doesn't have any life. I have FEELINGS too. I dun get thrown away when i'm off quality. I'm Syazwan. I need time. I need space. I need my friends. why is this happening to me ? its as if Gods trying to show/ or jeopardise me with several "tests" whether i can handle it. But its too much. Its way off too much. please. HELP ME.
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